How far would you go to escape yourself-only to realize you were never meant to change?
Jason Carter has spent his entire life feeling out of place. Bullied for his soft-spoken ways, mocked for his feminine mannerisms, and rejected by the world around him, he's convinced that his only path to happiness is becoming someone new. With the encouragement of online influencers and a society that promises transformation as the answer, he takes a leap of faith and undergoes gender confirmation surgery, emerging as the beautiful and alluring Jada Carter.
At first, life seems perfect. Men who once tormented Jason now chase after Jada, begging for secrecy. Her social media lights up with admiration, and a rising college basketball star, Derrick Lawson, falls for her-but only behind closed doors. The thrill of being desired is intoxicating, yet as time passes, Jada begins to feel something far more terrifying than rejection: regret.
When her intimate messages with Derrick are leaked to the world, exposing his secret relationship, the fallout is catastrophic. Derrick's life crumbles, leading him down a path of despair-and when he takes his own life, Jada is left shattered. Haunted by guilt, regret, and a body she no longer recognizes, she spirals into a world darker than she ever imagined.
With no way forward and no way back, Jada faces the ultimate question: Was happiness ever truly within reach?
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